YOU'RE SO FAR, YET I LOVE YOU THE MOST!

We've met not that long ago.

Yet, you're the one

so close to me.

You're at the other

side of the world.

Yet, you're the one

I always see in silhouette

in other people around.

I haven't heard your

voice for a while.

Yet, its your voice

that i always hear

softly whispering me.

You're so far from me now.

Yet, you kept running

through my head.

I'm not sure when

will i see you.

Yet, you locked

my whole heart

together with yours.

I was hesitant to

fall for you at first.

And kinda held back

my love for you then.

Yet, i have fallen

in love with you.

And I'm so much

in love with you ---

Now and forever more... 

 Blogstream Post last: August 22, 2009 (Saturday)

You had me at my worst, She has me at my best...:)

You had me when i was down & low You pulled me up & inspired me You made me feel happy again You gave me back my life You made me feel how it is to live again with goals in life to look forward to... You've opened up my heart once more, the heart that's been numbed & unattached You showered it with fun & laughter You've taught me how to live life with a smile on my face And a wonderful feeling inside of me once more... What we have now may not Be like what we had before But rest assured you'll always be a part Of who i am now... And I'm thankful we still have each other now & always. And i want you to know That it's because of you, Now She has me at my best And i owe it to you... 'Cause you've opened my heart And taught me how to love again. If not for you, who once put colors in my world I wouldn't be in love with her Now this much & even more, As i had loved you then. And I'm grateful to you Now and then...       Blogstream post last: April 4, 2010 (Sunday)

It's All a Matter of Choice!

Meeting you was Fate, becoming your friend was a choice, falling in love with you is a feeling that's beyond my control. Perhaps it's one of those things in life that we need to feel at some point. Something that we need to experience and think about... Feelings are emotions felt by our hearts. Thoughts are ideas that's inside our mind. Sometimes what our heart's felt are strongly against what's on our mind. And it's all up to us what we choose. Everything in this world on how we live our life is a matter of decisions we make. Either we follow what's on our mind, or what's inside our heart... But it's not what we feel, nor what we think of... But rather what we chose to do with what we feel and think of. We are who we are base on our choice. Everything in this world is, But a matter of choice...   Note: Written on Blogstream last           Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Reply to Whit's Comment

Yes Whit, i will remember that... And Thanks! :)
By the way I'm posting my supposedly reply on your comment, because 'til now im still having problems and can't see my own posted comments on my own page everytime i reply on a comment. Hehehe...

WHEN ENOUGH IS ENOUGH

When enough is enough...
It's time to let go of the past
And move on with your life.
Look forward to your future
with a smile on your face
And be glad that
you've finally gotten over it.
Don't regret what hurts you then,
instead learn the lessons it caused you.
It made you stronger this time.
And Don't Turn Back, Ever Again.
...For it ain't worth it anymore.

 

 

Written on Blogstream last:

March 4, 2011

IF THAT'S WHAT LOVE IS...

Sailing through the dark blue sea Feeling hopeless and lost. White water rafting through the wild river Going nowhere else but to the treacherous falls. Having a mixed feelings of excitement And loneliness at the same time. And if that's what love is for her, Her Heart says it's fine. She's willing to take that all, But her mind says otherwise. For she can't be dead again in the end. Gliding endlessly through the air up high With no parachutes and just waiting, Waiting for tornado to crash her down. Driving through a long winding road by the cliff Not knowing what lies ahead. Somehow not minding the craziness of riding along. And if that's what love is for her, Her Heart says, it's ready to take all the risk. But her mind is saying otherwise. If that's what Love is? Then she's Done... For she can't be shattered twice. And can't be dead, all for the same reasons. All for the same mistakes, though different in time.   Posted on Blogstream last: Oct. 23, 2010   *Note: Originally written last Oct. 13, 2010 Supposedly not intended to post this here, coz it's crap. But whatever so its here now. hahahaha...

When Mind Wanders...

When mind is wandering on its own world It gives us thoughts of nothing... Nothing that would & could blank us out and brings us to the world of senseless thoughts. And stare on air frivolously, Looking like in the state of insanity. But other times when mind wanders, A hint of something pops up. Something that we tend to ignore. Something that we ourselves don't really know what... 'Til we are given an idle moment, And does nothing but think. Think of things, that would make us think much more harder...  Written on Blogstream last: Sept. 20, 2010