"IT HURTS TO KNOW..."

I'm in love with you so much. I've never Loved anyone, like the way I'm loving you, and you know it's for real. You told me you're feeling the same way as i do for you. But do you even know what you're saying? Are you really in love with me? As you claimed so? Hmm, maybe yes... maybe no... I don't know what to believe in you anymore... Seems all along you've been lying. You very well know how much you mean to me You are my everything You owned my heart It beats only for you There maybe times that i got confused of my feelings, Yet you always managed to win me back all over again And made my heart whole once more... You're the reason why i feel alive You gave me butterflies in my stomach You make my heart goes wild and beats faster and slow at the same time... You're the only one that kept running through my mind, every single day of my life ever since I've met you. You are the one that I always long the most, to be with. Above all, you're the reason why i am in love this much, with someone I've never imagine would come into my life... You said I'm your world, your life, your everything too. You told me I'm the sun that brights your day, Your moon & stars that lights up your night... But now, i find it hard to believe you so... If your "LOVE" is true, Why do you hurt me so? Not just ones but countless times You made a fool out of me, You made me feel stupid, To believe all your lies... what have i done wrong? Am i not enough for you? Is my love isn't good enough For you to keep on lying? Yes, u made me happy and you complete me... But, you've also crushed my heart into pieces now. We had our precious moments, Only to realized now --- those were only stolen moments. And it's nothing like forever, as we thought so... Yet I cant be free from you. Cause my heart still says I love you still, even if--- But my mind wants to be freed though... I'm still jailed by my promises in you and i'll always will be, unless you'd set me free from those promises i said. Now, feels like it's the mistake i need to carry on... For i promised to love you 'til death do us part... Note: Originally Written last January 15, 2010

My Love, is My Life now!

Like what i've told you my boo, you add color in my life and lately you're the reason of my Happiness and sadness my love... Im the happiest every time we're talking, But im also the saddest when i heard, nothing at all from you... I don't know what you've done with me, but ever since we've been in love with each other. --- it seems our heart beat, as one... Im happy when you're happy, Im hurt when you're hurt, Im sick when you're sick, And im sad when you're sad... We may be far from each other now, but still, it didnt stop me from finding the love that makes all the difference in my life now. And you mean the world to me. How i wish our love for each other, would always stay the same for soooo long, if not forever. You've told me that --- Im your shadow, your world & your everything. And let me tell you this my boo, You're my only love, & you're my life... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY BOO!!!   Note:Originally written last April 5, 2009

Nothing, but an empty space...

You're like the beautiful flower that grows in my ground and makes my garden more inviting and wonderful to be at... You're like the rain, that takes away the heat and the dust of my surroundings. And replaces it with your cool breeze that relaxes me. And in the darkness of the evenin', you're the star that shines So much in the sky, that gives my night brightness. And you're the moon, that gives light in my universe... But, now i'm wondering --- Where's that flower now? Where did the rain go? Where's my star, & my moon above? My world seems vague again, And im floating in the air, waiting And trying to find some answers... Why all of the sudden, --- i can see nothing, but an empty space. Note: Originally wrote this last April 7, 2009

"Constant Change!"

For the couple of days, as the sun rises in the morning --- I'm always anxious to know What life has to offer... What's the beauty, that it would bring to brighten up my day... And how can i make My love ones Happy --- And I'm always hopeful, Everything will turn out great and wonderful for everyone... But as my days turns to gloomy and sad, it made me realized one thing, That i should not depend My Happiness on others. I should not count too much on my expectation in them. I should not make their ways of showing their Love for me, as the main Reason for me to be happy. And for me to consider --- my day complete. Cause no matter how much the person loves me and Promises me to always, Brighten up my day --- I still can't be certain that things will always be the same for us everyday. Sooner or later, things will change eventually, no matter what. For we are living in a World of constant change... Blogstream post last April 8, 2009/ Wednesday

You're My Everything, My Love!

You are the apple
of my eyes.
The clean air
that I breathe.
You are the music
to my ears,
and the beat
of my heart.

You took away,
the sadness in my face.
You are the reason
of my happiness.
You are my strength,
and the beauty
of my life...

You are the stars
that shines upon me.
You are the universe
that I revolve around.
And you mean,
the world to me.
You are the rainbow
that put colors,
in my life...

You're like a drug
that keeps me calm.
You're my inspiration,
that keeps me alive.
You're the reason,
why I'm in love
and feel loved by...

You are mine.
My boo, My lover,
My everything.
And I'm all yours,
My Love!!!


Blogstream post last April 21, 2009/ Tuesday

"LOVING YOU, MEANS FOREVER LOVE!"

The way how I'm loving you
is reason enough for me
to say, I LOVE YOU FOREVER!
I have dreamed of forever love
and i wanted you to be it
I want you to be my last love.

Forever may not be ours,
Yet it's what we're hoping for
and dreaming of to have one day.
Forever may be too deep
of a word to use and say.
Yet it's what we both think of
and adores at this point of our lives,
Ever since our loved grows.

Forever love maybe hard to keep
Cause a lot could happen,
that would change how we are
feeling for each other now...
But for me, loving you means forever.

Holding on to what we have,
somehow means sacrificing somethings
and must be worked out both ways.
Yet it made all the difference
in my life these days, and
It made our relationship for real.
Because my love for you,
would be forever more...

So, I'm willing to do anything
to make you stay with me
and make our relationship stronger.
And maintain the bond of love
we have inside our hearts & soul.

Let's always make things
work out between us both...
Let us both be patient,
and be more understanding.
Let's have more happy memories,
to cherish and remember always.

Our loved for one another
is worth fighting for...
And i would embrace it endlessly.
For loving you means always & forever.
May i be dreaming or not,
But it is what i hoped,
and it is what i wanted, ---
To Love You Forever More...!  

 

 

Blogstream Post last: August 11, 2009 (Tuesday)

Wow! I wrote this 2 years ago... Uhmmm... I find it interesting that I'm starting to feel that way again for the same person... I may have fell out of romantic love for you once, but I've never stopped loving you at all. Ever since then, you're always special to me Now and Then... 'Til Forever i hope... :-)

YOU'RE SO FAR, YET I LOVE YOU THE MOST!

We've met not that long ago.

Yet, you're the one

so close to me.

You're at the other

side of the world.

Yet, you're the one

I always see in silhouette

in other people around.

I haven't heard your

voice for a while.

Yet, its your voice

that i always hear

softly whispering me.

You're so far from me now.

Yet, you kept running

through my head.

I'm not sure when

will i see you.

Yet, you locked

my whole heart

together with yours.

I was hesitant to

fall for you at first.

And kinda held back

my love for you then.

Yet, i have fallen

in love with you.

And I'm so much

in love with you ---

Now and forever more... 

 Blogstream Post last: August 22, 2009 (Saturday)